that's all i've got these days... food highs... and they don't last nearly as long or get nearly as high as they used to... the weight of the darkness is just that heavy these days... how long will this tunnel last, i wonder... heck, i hardly even wonder... so much pain under so much sadness under so much apathy... a kid's gotta survive, after all, and wearing pain or sadness doesn't sell well in the world... wearing apathy passes as long as one can fake caring when people are around... or cares so deeply the caring happens even when consciousness doesn't care... nobody looks below the surface, after all...
it isn't this bad all the time, but sometimes...
narf...
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