a matter of perspective

(several more hours from several hours from now) mostly just because it came on the tv when i was awake, the gamma people sort of amuse my senses at the moment... visuals reminding me of the sound of music, v for vendetta, and other films combine with post world war two anti-nazi propaganda and the hope of revolutionary ideas like freedom and it is called sci-fi... of course the story is dominated by human arrogance, entitlement, and stupidity like most anglo-saxon stories... humans are often, perhaps even usually portrayed as hysterical, irrational, illogical children in movies and literature... a reflection on reality, the true state of the human being at this stage of development?... it is, of course, a matter of perspective...

meanwhile, in my personal individual experience of life offline from my specific perspective, i find i can more easily slip into the hysterical, irrational, illogical childish mindset than ever before... i attribute this to a combination of circumstance and choices... the weight of pending doom (i mean, eventually, even if it is a few years from now) of the long term lack of income comes and goes and has been heavier of late... the lack of intimate trust and a friend who cares to be (and makes time to be) a true confidant gnaws at internal stability... the lack of real exercise, daily, has the body and in turn, the mind in a weakened state of stupor and wasting away more and more (and time itself, the aging process, certainly is not helping as it landslides toward certain death as it does in every life whether we acknowledge it consciously or ignore it as most do)...

well, there's another beginning of a sort...

narf :}