welcome to july

all historical references to the month aside, it is yet another new month in this life and there could be a major change coming in the daily schedule if i start working, but that just as easily might not happen... the counting of time in days, weeks, months, years, and so on allows us the opportunity to force some re-evaluation, assessment, and renewed commitment if we'd like and for this new month i redidicate myself to my on again off again often half-hearted attempt to return to the thread of elevated stamina and conditioning that allows me to experience the awareness of this life more physically and not merely in the mind... additionally, toward that end i rededicate myself to dropping the lazy weight so i can further re-condition this body and increase the sensitivity and physical awareness to further improve the physical experience... yeah, that's the ticket...

now all i need to do is stay away from buffets lol lam...

oh, narf already :}