sense of humor

some people don't have one... some people have too much of one (at least according to those who don't have one or the majority who have some, but not too much... i mean, can you laugh at anything?... can you find the ridiculous juxtaposition of thoughts and ideas and feeling that catch a mind off guard and leave the mind in the acute discomfort or pleasure that results in laughter?... yes, it is discomfort too that creates laughter... if you didn't know that, well, maybe you don't have enough sense of humor... got you worried now?... maybe i'm amazed...

so yeah, disaster is a the tragedy and the analysis is a tragedy too, but the gallows humor (i am quite mad, in case your forgot)... so i am up all night from the stress and frustration and agony of the loss... what else is new?...

i might need some chocolate...