imbalance kills

not to belabor the point (ok, so maybe to belabor the point), but i will be paying for the food indulgence for several days and possible dying tonight (oh, the drama), but it was imbalance that made me lose my mind... see i ate a handful of meatballs and that filled me up so i did not make the spaghetti (see previous entry for dinner plans) and i did not drink enough water today so the body started screaming for carbs and water cuz that was what was missing from the food intake today (breakfast was grapefruit and yogurt, but all that red meat protein was all that i ate for the next 15 hours) and the dehydration sent the body into a carb emergency mode so the impulse to each pasta and sweet salty carb-loaded food knocked out any good sense i might have had and that's the story and i am stuck with it...

but in this body that sudden influx of meat protein without carbs or enough water just might put the kidneys in a very bad way and, alas, that could hurt a lot... lucky i have some prune juice in the house, aye?...

if i die, the i died entry will post by itself sometime around halloween... if not this year, then maybe next... or some year, around halloween...

narfool...