softball ho

listening to the latest favorite music mix... it is so wonderful to dream, to imagine being loved this much, and to be known this well... yes, it is worth anything...

meanwhile, got all ready for softball... double header... weather report said rain but it has not rained here since this morning so i pulled out clean softball clothes and put everything on (some just play in shorts and a t-shirt, but i am not that young anymore, and i pitch which puts me 43 feet away from a screaming ball coming at me at up to 100 miles an hour, so i wear some protective stuff... and the arm makes putting clothes on and putting the ankle brace and pads and shoes on much more challenging than it would ordinarily be, so i am usually overheating by the time i am done and need a few minutes breather... what a drag it is getting on, aye?... but i do it cuz i am a softball ho, so softball, ho...

unfortunately, about five minutes after getting all decked out, while wiping perspiration from my brow, the text telling me the games are cancelled arrives... sucks... hopefully the clean clothes i just perspired in won't be stinky for friday night... should smell like the powder and deodorant, so... is this tmi?...

jackson stopped in to pick up more clothes as she is staying at sanford's again tonight... she's been here one night in the past one night in the past six and two in the past twelve... the cute thing is she doesn't seem to realize it... ah, young love... feel free to send a young lover my way, i mean, if you happen to bump into one...

enough of this silliness, now i need to find something to do... besides the music...