catching in

catching up inside, though so scattered, it is meaningless unless the pieces can be put together to create a bigger picture and someone, me even, can understand what the bigger picture means... so there are dozens, many dozens of blogs each finding different parts of the puzzle, different pieces of the big picture... and sometimes, maybe nights like these, when it seems like nobody cares cuz nobody is here and the bleeding hurts and it seems like there is no way to stop it, the crying from the dark clouds drown out the laughter... you can find the scattered pieces in the list of entries for this month when they are uploaded, if you are clever enough, patient enough, and want to...

meanwhile, the night drones on...

narf :}