lol lam ahhhhh, because the world is round (it turns me on), ya know?... more tired than before, so more wah wah alas... jackson came home a few minutes ago, threw up and went to bed... guess staying at stanford's for dinner and hanging out was more important than getting to bed early... she caught the cold and flu that her nieces have and mother has... so will my immune system keep it from doing damage in this body?... we can hope, but apparently it is a fierce strain of cold and flu... just what we need...
she didn't even check the laptop or papers... guess she feels really bad in many ways...
so what's up for me?... the tv had the lion king on this afternoon and what's this?... beauty and the beast is on... it's been years since i watched it... killed by tv edits to fit the time slot, no doubt, but maybe i'll listen to the soundtrack a bit... and reminisce about belle who was the adopted child for a while back in the 90's when shared these films (and many others... belle was, among many other things, my last movie partner... if you are out there, i miss you) were disney's renaissance and i was retired with a house in the country and... sigh... so many different lifetimes in this lifetime, and while i loved every one, no one actually shared any of them with me... my role has always been, even when relationships became sexually intimate, more of a big brother or parent in the end... it is my nature, what makes me happy, caring for others... and everybody needs someone to care for them...
yeah, and so it goes...
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