Saturday, December 1, 2012

yummy party

yup, stopped at the supermarket and shopped for foods... hungry... definitely not a good idea to shop hungry... especially when i wanted a comfort food party cuz, after all, my self-esteem and morale is down low cuz i am unemployed and nobody loves me and i don't even have worms to eat... or something like that...

ok, jackson loves me and shows me every day, more often sometimes... and other people love me too... so i am loved... just unemployed then, huh?... well, lonely cuz i don't have a sleep partner... a sex partner... a love-making partner (lover, deeper and more emotional than a sex partner, in case you wondered or actually did not know)... a soulmate... the one... yeah, lonely cuz of all that, big time deep down... so now and then, like when the other self-worth stuff fails (like work worth), i want comfort foods... not your usual kind of pity party cuz, well, i am not your usual kind of fool, in case you have not figured that out yet... but a lonely stay at home on a saturday night pigging out on comfort foods kind of party...

only true friends are welcome... come and knock on my door :)

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