and then there's the arm

meanwhile, in the physical world, the arm is really hurting... i don't raise it above my head cuz that causes major pain... i believe i badly strained or possible tore part of biceps muscle itself... it's the short head of the biceps brachii in the photo... definitely exctremely painful when extending the arm to a straight position... most of all when reaching upward... there is not a complete tear, but definitely damage...

so throwing a ball overhand would be extremely unwise... softball (underhand) pitching carefully should be ok... winging the bat carefully should be ok... the friday coed team expects me to play third base and that would be very unwise... i will have to test it on friday and ask to play first base, though i never play first so i am not comfortable there... three days of healing, we shall see...

so unemployed and injured and more alone than before, this sounds too familiar... except for being more alone (ah, the laughter of the dark sense of humor, how refreshingly saving)... feel free to share whatever humors you have, dark or light or even not humors... you are much appreciated for being out there...