a little better

the neck still is not great, but the pain is more discomfort... i can tell the cause of the pain is still there because the ear is ringing off the hook... the aspirins and caffeine probably raised blood pressure which tends to send the ear off the charts... the headache is numbed mostly... but the pressure is still there... this body is still a stroke waiting to happen... though i continue to send anti-stroke energy to the brain and so far, it seems to be working... of course all that can change in a split second, a moment... still, i feel a little better...

why do you read all this crap anyway?...

i just had to ask because i am laughing at myself for the seriousness of the drama of the life i experience inside this brain and all around me... meanwhile, on a semi-related note... seven motorcyclists have died in this area in the past month, yet people continue to ride motorcycles... some without helmets as there is no helmet law around here... so humans are idiots and i've learned to be one i suppose... remember when i used to ask? (oh?... see the sidebar for a reminder, aye?)...

i love you for reading, you know that... i want to find a way to inspire your smile and that is what is behind my sarcastic sardonic sometimes uber-dramatic (which is beyond over-dramatic, of course) understating the obvious style... it amuses me too, but i share out here cuz i am hoping you find some amusement too... and worth...

i may not be able to teach the world to sing in perfect harmony, but i certainly would like to inspire a smile or few :)