the day slows quickly

it is an awkward situation, continuing to work at my maximum potential as much as possible with motivation dwindling and depression calling on my home line as the new systems i are building for someone else will not reward me beyond the last day i work here, whenever that might be... not knowing does not help...

meanwhile, there is not enough time with the people who need to use the reports i am building to know exactly what they need and what tweaks are needed to make it better for them... the gap between knowledge and power is larger than life at the top, but that's the way it is too... credentials get the foot in the door and then you depend on others who know what to do to make you look good... unfortunately i am the knower without the credentials so i am at the mercy of those who have the credentials and so it goes...

down day in my little corner of the working world, aye?... ah, life goes on :}