the day drags on

the boss took lead on the inspection and i am fading into the background because, after all, i may be gone next week (any time in december, the person i am filling in for may finally show up... it is puzzling and disheartening that she is leaving the place hanging like this and they are accepting it, even more personally frustrating cuz i am the one hanging most in a real visceral survival sense, but we must stop letting the distraction of how shall i survive continue distracting us, right?)... i got some more done, but still don't have the feedback i need to make the report exactly what they want, so i await more scattered showers of vague feedback and shall attempt to read minds again... or something like that...

lunch was potato soup... breakfast was a hot chocolate... hungry much?... ok, get over it and remember life is fun, even poor... lonely, but fun... enjoy it :}