took a push

a push in the tush?... well, silliness is better than depression even if it is, well, silly... i did not wish to do any of the chores, not finish the laundry, not rearrange the laundry room, not rearrange the clothes shelves in the bedroom, not rearrange the closet, not put the clothes away (folding and such, would that be finishing the laundry?), and more... chores are lonely today... they were not as lonely yesterday, but today, the novelty wore off, at least at first when waking... maybe i felt happiness was in the way, selfish of me, but he has been extra clingy since i woke, stepping in front of me when i am stepping lightly carrying a full laundry basket on my achy foot... and staring a lot more than usual... he went out and pooped and peed and has a full bowl of food and water, but he gets like this sometimes... just wants more undivided attention (and also is in a food seeking mode) than he usually gets cuz i am home so much, but i've got stuff to do (he can so easily pull me away from the chores today... i suppose i shouldn't be laughing at the fact that i am sort of smirking)...

so i fought through the playful distraction and annoying loneliness and have just two more loads to do, a small clothing load and a very small whites load that i might not do cuz it's really small... i straightened up the laundry room some, and the clothing shelves in my room, but not a complete rearrangement from scratch that would have optimized the space and organization most, just a rearrangement that made more space... the laundry room is so cramped, anything that falls behind the washer or dryer is lost forever, only the stuff that falls on top of the stuff on the floor back there can be reached by lying flat on the machines and stretching till it hurts and it is a pain to get to... must get a board or something to block stuff from falling back there - could be a fire hazard...

obviously woke up in a grumpy mood... the loneliness did it... and maybe a desire for ice cream... that could just be the momentary distraction of sitting down here and watching harry and the kids eating huge bowls of ice cream though... and then there are the cheeseburger commercials... hungry?... but i just ate three nathan's franks (thanks jackson)... not really a lot considering it was my first meal since last night and that meal was a leftover chicken breast and some fruit... now the nestle's crunch girl scout cookie bars are calling my name... tv could make me very fat...

time to check other places, fb, other blogs where i communicate with others, maybe even email... taking a day off email yesterday was a day off the job searching, except for mentioning it to a few people on fb... networking, after all... are we having fun yet? :)