sleep in two broad segments, yet, and not enough, yet the mind and body did not want to lay there after waking just a little while ago... looking for distraction still, more than ever... encouraging add big time... surely the pending absence of income is the impetus for seeking distraction, especially as i have been living beyond my means for more than a couple of years now and the savings has dwindled to the lowest ebb, to a point where i wouldn't even call it savings as it would not last more than a few months without other income... but then the deeper stuff rising because i have time to think and be alone and ponder life and wants and needs and such, that is instigating the add all the more...
so anyway, some sleep, not enough, and maybe more tonight... otherwise, it's just me and happiness sitting here... no tv, no food, no nothing (these words will be let out later, even though the time stamp says it is now... time is relative in blogging, ya know?... cuz when are you reading, after all?)... something is coming, i hope (cuz there's always hope)...
narf...
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