yeah, the full thought was i must have slept because i remember waking up... and while i remember waking up a few times, i actually slept pretty well and the proof is i feel awake but even more, the proof will be seen if i still feel awake twelve hours from now... and the evening is ahead with what to do, perhaps laundry finally, perhaps straightening the bedroom a bit (cuz while laundry can be done in hours, the bedroom will take weeks, but hey, i've got the time so why am i wasting it?... ok, ok, enough confrontation, i want to enjoy tonight :)
and a text message from precious, she is at the pool (her friend lives in the apartment complex and they are having a party at the pool)... i shall wake and shower and text her to come visit... i am not in the mood for the heat and visiting the pool to meet lots of strangers today... shy?... insecure?... lazy?... depressed?... who knows, maybe all and maybe just not feeling social... and yet, lonely... bipolar?...
amused? (it's just too easy to laugh at me, for me at least :)
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