it can be so easy

to become popular, especially for a young girl with sex appeal or a young boy acting goofy, but to sustain?... ah, before i start pondering a youtube career (would i have a different perspective if i was born in the nineties?... of course, but with all the experience missing, i wonder what it would be like... how could i all i am without all i've been through?... anyway, i lost the trail of how i ended up on youtube today, probably following a link from Sara, who's wit and wisdom i crushed on last week as she spent the week as the voice of sweden on twitter (a fascinating social experiment by a country that suggests just how different cultures are beyond the borders of the usa), but this may all be just distraction in the end... and this blog has so degenerated into whining angst that i hardly relate to it anymore (and yet, aren't i writing it?... am i not whining?... am i not angst?... am i not candor?), which is why the next gen for daily blogging is just around the corner, germinating, even (see contemplating cha-cha-cha changes over there on the right to follow the progress, for what it's worth), so relax dear readers, i have not gone off the deep end, the irreverent babbling, ridiculous optimism, and incorrigible happiness shall shine through once again, just consider this my blue period...

after all, what would i do if i went viral, would i still be sharing the mundane details of life like this?... surely i'd have to consider the privacy of others that most people want to keep relatively intact... what is all this, anyway (ah, the reflective stage may be initializing), thousands of days with many more thousands of entries about this, that, whatnot, and what's not (what snot?... i took echy and extra vitamins today)... ok, ok, thank you for caring to read all this... you are worth more than the millions of views any internet hero might get...

so a few more resumes found their way out with corresponding cover letters (and i don't mean the unconventional play i included in an earlier entry today)... and tonight jackson printed the application for the internet job, so i will work on getting that faxed out tomorrow... i did wake with the including of a sore throat and body chills, so i am bundling up tonight and encouraging sleep more than usual... tomorrow i must give the old place a call and settle more unfinished business, they owe me money and are dragging their feet... they are not making closure easy, but that is part of the nature of their dysfunction... just move on, i am much better off...

so that's the day and i hope yours was even more fun :)