not so good

tough day, ready to fall asleep halfway through the day and not feeling good at all when i got home... still got some investigative work done this afternoon, but not much else... brain hurts... this is two nights in a row... digestive issues?... blood pressure?... too much sedentary?... eating old food?... not enough fluid?... not enough sleep?... brain tumor?... well, except for the last one, probably a little of all the others... somehow i must find more sleep... no time off this week though, maybe next week... gotta find a way to get more sleep...

i nodded off when i got home, not hungry... woke and ate out of habit, then fell right back to sleep... woke just before jackson got home and watched some basketball with her and now, sitting here wishing for so many things (healed foot, ice cream, chocolate, the one, more love, more sharing, more time off, more sleep, more time to write, more time for music, more time period, more)...

just gotta wait out this foot and then, life changes or i die... nice, huh? :}

so how are you, no really, let it out, aye? :)