work work work play

somehow there is something mathematically wrong with the pattern... surely it should be play play play work, and yet, most people are too uptight and insecure to play that much, so people created a world where they restrict their own freedom and limit their creative potential by forcing themselves to work themselves into fatigue most days of the week and ultimately never really have time to actually know who they might be if they let themselves relax and explore their own nature in their free time... no wonder i am alone and still running on my own when everybody else falls asleep... you just don't get it unless you've been there, you just don't get it if you empower fear, you just don't get it if the only song you hear at night is a lullaby that leads you straight on through to morning light in the blink of an eye as if the night was never there, you just don't get it, unless you are aware... fun night, long day of chasing tails, fun night :)

chipotle dinner with precious, racketball and long walk with jacvkson, a little computer time together and now, a bit of the game before nodding off... early day tomorrow, not much sleep ahead, but still, fun and that is what life is all about (don't let work get in the way :)