almost to the minute

i retire to my room to ponder love, or the lack thereof a second night in a row and 24 hours ago almost to the minute i was sitting here semi-lamenting over going to bed early and having no one to play with (and friends were out playing last night and probably are tonight as well, but i am caring for this body as the days are full of activity and sleep and rest are wise healthy life-sustaining necessities at times... hungry, probably more emotionally than physically, but a harvest cherry halls defense candy vitamin tries to satisfy the mouth and the words try to satisfy the hunger to share more and the music plays in the background (if there was a reasonably simply way to share the playlist, i would link it for you... some of the voices are melissa etheridge, brandi carlisle, demi lovato, kate voegle, lenka, meg & dia, sarah mclaughlin, rilo kiley, lily allen, elton john, jarah jane, alexa ray joel, she & him, alanis morissette, ani difranco, lisa hannigan, annie little, portishead, milla jovovich, dia frampton, xenia, john denver, and a few others... little actual thought when into the selections, whole albums just dragged on to the list and then shuffled again and again, except that i like each of the artists... i miss sharing music)...

well that was a parenthetic drift, now wasn't it?... a lot more than it shows here, actually, but then, blogs seldom accurately or adequately express or represent you had to be here moments... and as zooey deschanel sings i wanna be where your heart is home i leave you hoping that whomever you are, wherever you are, you found a smile in these words and you too have some wonderful satisfaction in your life even if, like me, there are some hungers unsatisfied...

cuz love is everywhere, after all :)