feeling lonely

work took twice as long as i thought it would and i left some for tomorrow morning and i stopped to shop for food on the way home so now i have a full freezer and a full belly and it's time for sleep for the whole world (in this time zone) and i am feeling lonely...

this is the constant loneliness that never leaves and never wanes but is usually relegated to the back of the consciousness by the busy activities of life and work and helping others and playing games and doing all the things i do cuz sitting around moping or nurturing this feeling lost it's creative appeal some years back... you might say that my misery stopped loving company... nyuk, nyuk, i guess...

hope you are staying in touch with your depths even as you rush through your daily life, cuz somewhere inside, your true colors can be found... and if you live to share like me, you might know the lonely feeling too...

and the real...