want sex?

doesn't everybody?... practice may not actually make perfect cuz there is no such thing, but practice is better than nothing so get to it... the obstacle for me is emotional baggage, though i am not sure if the baggage is mine or everyone elses... what gets in the way of your sex?... fear?... religion?... stupidity?... all pretty much the same to me and i probably have a fair amount of stupidity and fear going on, but whatever, right?... the sad conflict i find in the way is a lack of trust and clarity and rational reason and separation between sexual pleasure and social obligations... whoever invented the idea that sex means ownership was quite stupid, insecure, and/or greedy, among other warped thinking... alas, i tired of the demands obligations strings expectations and whatever we'd like to call the possessiveness that seems to come with sex and so i am alone... feel free to come along if you come without strings attached... can you live and share and trust and love in the moment?...

or do you need strings, promises and rules, silver and gold things, delusions of fools, what do you need to overcome your fear?... alcohol or drugs or just pretense in your ear?... it makes no sense to me that you restrict yourself so much... it makes no sense to me how afraid you are to touch... i will not play your games and if that leaves me alone i will accept the truth i know and make love on my own... living in the moment is making the moment the most it can be... share and trust and love in the moment and you may understand ecstasy...

yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah...