lost in the rush

the work life consumes so much time these days that so many aspects of life, me, creativity, love, laughter, and pleasures (not to mention whatever and such) are lost in the rush to get everything done... and the daily flow of entries that this blog began to try to be has been broken into segmented flashes of brief babbling and not too much actual life record finds it's way into the babble mostly because the daily record is not happening (as i think i said)... no wonder this one never really got off the ground... not that blogs fly, but it's a figure of speech, ya know?... life may just be becoming a wackie nu nu... or is that wacky nu nu... noun, verb, adjective, adverb, it all gets so confusing it's a wonder anyone can communicate about anything anymore... anybody?...

so here i sit taking a break from a workday because i am sick as in nose-is-a-broken-faucet sick... monday i felt blah, tuesday i felt yunky, tuesday night felt so bad i wanted drugs to knock me out, this morning i felt not much better but at least the head didn't feel like it was going to explode at any moment... the nosebleed came early this time, briefly yesterday but this morning the usual blood flow that comes with most head colds had me stuffing tissues up my nostrils for hours... really distracting and not office apparel, so i worked from home... and the bad news is i need a new laptop if i am going to work from home... vista sucks and can't run the current software properly so i am disconnected way too frequently to get anything done... the phone is no help because it is ancient too... so expenses are emminent... so time to computer shop for work... and phone shop for work... too bad work won't pay for it... that's life...

narf :)