med and me

i should check my arms for skin cancer and get all the other tests i am supposed to get at this body age... yes, modern medicine... of course that might require finding a doctor i could trust which is highly unlikely, but i could fake it long enough to get some tests done i suppose... boring... i have been forgetting if i took my blood pressure pill lately so i either skip a dose or take a double dose, either way, not a good thing... there is rarely enough cheese on a pizza for me, but ray's in nyc came close once... i wonder what they charge these days... the left side of the next has been cramping a bit more lately, perhaps i am ill, or going to be, or over-fatigued and undermedicated... damed bp meds turn the body into an addict for life... damned medical industry, corrupt to the core... wish i could choose my own meds, i mean, freedom should mean one can choose the way one wants to live and die... falling asleep suddenly could be narcolepsy and could simply be overstuffed and exhausted...

i hate meds pushed by the corporate drug pushers because they are words thank th illegal pushers on the street... the corporate pushers are much more insidious as they deviously use doctors, who most people treat as some sort of gods, to convince you the drugs they are pushing are actually good for you... at least the street pushers don't lie to you, drugs are bad, m'ok?... most drugs are simply poisons in low doses, just ask any kidney or liver...

this rant will go on forever now, cuz i will most likely take corporate drugs until this body dies...

grump...