what yo?

are we following the bouncing ball (some might diagnose the bouncing ball i call the roller coaster, metaphorically referring to the emotional highs and lows and twists and turns of life, as bipolar disorder and perhaps that is what it is, at least when the roller coaster flies off the tracks too far to fit into the comnfortable conformity of the current culture... so are transbosons (or transposons) some sort of externally controlled device to manipulate human development or perhaps they is simply the mechanism of evolution... those who demand meaning, cause, and control further demand the transboson must come from some controlling force, god, for instance, but those who accept the state of the universe as random chaos or simply as whatever will be will be can accept the transboson as the random chemical adaptations or changes that defines evolution and the transposons that improve the odds of survival continue to reproduce and the ones that don't, don't... yup, it's a fascinating bouncing ball we ride, no doubt... have you ever skipped stones across a pond?... i wonder if boulder colorado police will make that illegal too... don't be stacking those stones young man, it's unnatural, or something like that...

see, the bottom line is the pathos lasts a few milliseconds (even a few million milliseconds at times), but the sheer unmitigating joy of the radom pleasures of experiencing life beyond the momentary battles for power and money, that joy is the foundation of the being i know as me... now if i just stop distracting myself from me with all these responsibilities and obligations and drama, everything just might turn out just fine... dandy, even...

narf :)