probably subconscious sabotage, but whatever, i forgot the laptop this weekend and it would have been good to have for a few reasons, fantasy football, checking work email, and distracting from the rather tense motel stay (sad so many people have so many mental health issues and self-destructive behaviors and it is more challenging for me every day to put myself in situations where i share space with people and still, i don't want to give up on finding others i can relate to and someone who can relate to me so i take the changes now and then, sadly less and less, but i keep trying... unfortunately this weekend was another failure on the connection front)...
i probably would have whined and bitched and moaned and bored the heck out of us, so it's probably best that i forgot the laptop in spite of imaginary readers desperately seeking entries and all those stats we love to play with... you missed me, of course, and i missed you, naturally, but we still would have been bored with the blah blah blah...
sigh, ya know? :)
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