chocoelated

yes, i am mostly chocoelated though just as much i am so ready for an afternoon nap because i do not sleep nearly enough so the wonder of chocolate, as usual, gives the body and mind what it needs... when wide awake after plenty of sleep the drugs in chocolate burst through with energy and adrenaline and endorphins and more and when the body and mind are fatigued chocolate becomes a wonderful sedative paving the path to sweet sleepy bliss, the oblivion where there is not even a need to remember dreams... that is where i sleep most of the time, but in recent times, i work way more than sleep and the few hours left for sleep are torn between so many other desires (creativity, self-expression, playing games, fun, and sharing, though sharing is so minimal these days, so sad, so very sad) that sleep is sometimes forgotten, which is beyond unhealthy, it's suicidal... and so, sleep?... i would if today was friday, but being that i must wake and work tomorrow, i will push and stay awake as i do not want to wake at midnight and be up all night and then still go into work all day... i want to be awake for work tomorrow... so here we are...

by the way, there is a blog once, or was perhaps, created long ago and seldom visited...

zzzzzzzzzzzzzz...