where are you?

yes, you... and you too... no matter where you are hiding, or not hiding... whomever you are... wherever you are... you... especially if you are not here because if you are not here i don't know where you are and if you are here, well, i know you are here but i don't know exactly where you are, but i know you are somewhere... if you are not here, i don't know if you are anywhere... so where are you?...

you may have missed my rejoicing earlier and the pondering i did about the stuff on the right recently and two entries a day (on average) that are added to the (e)thereal blog and i just want you to know you are missed... there are more than 5800 entries in this blog alone, how many have you read?... they are all there for you, even the ridiculous ones that nobody will take seriously and even the ones that will likely offend some people, maybe even you... i don't mean to offend, but i do ramble on freely about whatever comes to mind and sometimes my mind explores radical views and sometimes i get really down on things and sometimes i just play mind games with myself and friends and you might not understand that, but you can always ask... it's always good to ask what someone really means before you decide to be offended, after all... especially when someone does not mean to offend you, ya know?...

see, my tongue was in my cheek there, did you notice or did you think i was rude of haughty or offensive or something?... egocentric, well i never (stick my tongue out in your general direction)... so where are you, really?...

huh? :)