there is so much more

i was thinking there must be more, but that though is just forgetting that there is so much more everywhere in this infinity of space and time and that includes the ethereal stuff bubbling around in my head that i suppress and repress back into compartments in my sub and unconscious simply because there is not enough time (or energy as i waste away in the body, by my standards at least... there is a week long softball tournament about to happen after all and i can still fake my way through a 5k and finish top few in my age group and with a month or two of actually working out, could likely win my age group, but my standards are not age based or human based so nevermind all this comparative analysis and get on with whatever it was i might have been thinking before i was distracted by these other thoughts) to ameliorate (whatever that means... sometimes words just pop up on their own... yeah, the repression and suppression may be subsiding a bit this week) and castigate (i don't think i meant the meaning of that word, but then, who knows what lurks in the shadows of the sub and unconscious, after all) and regenerate (i know it was one of those 8 words) the depths of pondering and imagination and creativity that lay dormant while i muddle through the daily working world like the happy idiot jackson sings about...

yeah, so much more...

narf :)