what i do here

i share me and my thoughts on everything that happens to me, everything i do and see, everything i feel can be and more what i want things to be... and more i share what bothers me, i vent frustration easily and that allows me to be free of stress or animosity... it's not that i don't feel negativity, i just release it as harmlessly as possibly in words (you see?)... i mean no harm and want to do no harm in this life, but intentions are not perfections and i will do more harm holding frustration in than i do by setting it free, literally... i wish to never offend, but it hurts more to pretend, and i cannot make others understand this process if they don't want to... leaving the negativity here, i don't carry it around and that allows peace and happiness to blossom... i so wish to be understood, i say it again and again... it's really pretty simple... i wish everyone had a way to do this that worked for everyone...

and sometimes i repeat myself, trying to explain just right... i have a hundred live blogs, each waiting for words, each with it's own reason for being heard and here is the daily babbling life that longs to share which is why the words are here... i write and write and write because i want to share everything in this life with someone and until i have another partner who wants to share everything in this life with me, i record everything i think, do, feel, and see (and experience and perspective and joys and pains and excitements and frustrations and yeah yeah yeah) here and there (and wherever)...

i share, i care, i hope for more...