do something before it's too late

omg for gosh sakes homina homina homina ralph kramden was fred flinstone hey hey hey hellooooo ball!... meanwhile, in the rational mind, the orchid was put out for some sun today... jackson doesn't seem to be taking care of it much... maybe she needs it to die to completely let go of the relationship that it came from... she's experiencing a lot of people leaving her, abandoning her, rejecting her... i know that experience... too needy?... too honest?... too real?... too demanding?... too selfish?... too something?... too what?... too uncertain?... too many questions?... too much doubt?... ah, she understands and hates it so much, we do not commiserate or comfort each other with understanding... at least not yet... but we don't want that, we want to find a way let someone love us, not each other, we want to find someone else...

so simple, so sad, la la la, the desperado knows...

narf...