body aches, that is... the other aches are always around from the very first life abandonments and betrayals before the eyes came into focus, but tonight it is the physical aches... the neck, left side slightly rear, especially... fatigue, mostly... was asleep but woke when jackson got home and stayed up in case she needed some support... even as the energy wanes, i must send when i sense need... happiness is not doing well, agonizing over his skin allergies and struggling to scratch, but his body does not move as he would like and it is painful to watch... watching a dog age is so sad... i suppose the same can be said for watching a human age, for anyone watching...
oooo, do we have chills yet?...
narf...
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