it makes no sense, maybe

this nocturnal cycle that calls me to want to sleep come late afternoon and most definitely after dinner (sugar low, sugar high, same effect?... maybe) but even after feeling so ready for sleep earlier, five or six hours later, coming on the midnight, and sleep is the last thing on my mind in spite of wanting to wake and be at work before sunrise... it has nothing to do with the new york city hot dog cart on the tv as david letterman yells at passers-by to pick up the trash (maybe he doesn't know it's called litter in nyc, silly mid-westerner... it's nyc, stuff on the street is litter, stuff in the cans is garbage, trash is anyone you don't respect, aye?)...

anyway, i stuffed myself this afternoon with whole wheat triskets and onion dip (special recipe including extra spices and whipped cream... shhhh don't tell) and a turkey burger which turned out hard and dry cuz there is water added, ridiculous, but the dip was sensational in spite of the healthy crackers and then jackson said she was treating to the local chinese buffet cuz she was starving and that was pretty good for a monday night and then we went to costco to do a massive shopping (i brought about $600 for food for us, which is another reason jackson treated for dinner) that was cut short because they closed so we have more to spend whenever we get back to shop again but that should just have me more tired since i woke about seventeen hours ago and had a very rough night last night with the neck pain and headache and tinnitus so i slept only about three hours and yet, here we are, me babbling and you doing whatever you are doing beside reading this...

halle berry just showed up to plug her new tv show extant so i will upload this now so you are not panicking about my near death experiences and profound depressive episodes and whatever else i've shared lately cuz i have been quite sad and while the rush of spending money and having some food in the house is nice, the budget will not be fun when i take a look at it whenever i do that...

all that food sure has produced a lot of gas though...

yeah, i know you just had to know that...

mmmmmmm, street vendor hot dogs...

narf :)