even when i do

forget that i live in love, that is... even when i forget, i still live there... it is home, safe, and where i am because it is everywhere... even when i soil my own nest, i live there... cleaning up is not always fun and sometimes not easy and sometimes, when soiling goes on a while, cleaning up can be quite the challenge but like a cloud, darkess, depression, negativity, and even pains (most especially emotional pains, physical pains can be a whole lot more challenging) can dissolved in an instant and that instant is remembering love is everywhere (zlways safe, always true... and exactly where it comes from is where its going to), yeah, talk about opening windows and doors and knowing (it's not really make-believe, it's illusion lol, even if you don't understand :)

or forget, even :)