it may be a mistake to watch the ridiculous espn soap opera channel these days as the scores and actual sports news is so overshadowed by the blood lust that permeates the culture in the usa (can the comparison to the blood lust at the fall of the roman empire be ignored for long?)... the prolonged public smearing of a-rod is obviously corporate-based, the yankees trying to get out of paying him, major league baseball looking for a scapegoat to hide it's long-time acceptance of drugs, and the media is buying into it... this culture loves to tear down heros and find fault with others... even worse is how the media is trying to tear down johnny football before he even gets to the point where he can earn money in his chosen profession... the pretentious vultures at espn are representative of the culture obsessed with reality-tv, drama, and negative news...
why do i turn on the tv? lol lam... personally, i'd be much better off getting out for a speed walk or jog for an hour rather than catching up on sports scores or watching the mindless culture on television... all laughter aside though, it seems the more i let in, the more negative i get... that is not good... but i do not want to give up on humanity... i do not want to believe humans are a cancer... i do not want to avoid intimate human contact... i do not want to accept that people will only bring me down because they are more afraid, insecure, paranoid, and negative than me... i want to believe there is a positive human being who can add to my positivity... someone who can inspire me and take me higher...
ah, and i laugh and stick my tongue in my cheek and only slightly sarcastically say... it's challenging to be high all the time :)
narf :)
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