waking slowly (make it holy)

ok then, two hours earlier than this moment (and this moment is at least a few hours from the time date stamp on this entry, but that's beside the point and only meaningful to the relativists among us) i woke up and went to take a shower... after the shower (which was not short but not long enough to make it holy, that is, for an exhaustive meditative transcendental exercise shower which is a whole other entry and chapter and book to write someday i suppose), i came to sit here and take care of some business... sending a few texts... checking banking and credit card stuff... paying for the sunday afternoon team... responding to an email from the league... checking email (ah, that's where i got lost for the past hour plus as the other stuff did not take that long)... clicking on linkedin to accept invitations (two of them did not go through and will not come off the list in my mailbox there, which is some sort of glitch in their site... they have too many hoops to jump through to simply accept an invitation and made their site more complicated than it needs to be... likely that is so they can SPAM encourage users to give them email password and social network password account information so they can SPAM others to join, which is the primary reason i seldom visit their site... it's not as if they make it easy to simply post a resume and job seek there...

and happiness is staring and begging to go out and be petted and go out some more... such a very few tracks in a dog's mind... and i am losing my hair... nothing new, i have cleaned up a handful of hair in the drain after every shower ever since i was a little kid and every time i got a haircut the person cutting still used that strange scissor to thin my hair and she still does now, though not on top anymore... it's apparently not apparent to anyone but me (and her, cuz only your hairdresser knows for sure, ya know?), but the hair on the top front of the head is not replenishing as much as it used to so it is thinner... should i try some of that hair growing stuff they sell before it is noticeable?... i mean, what if i bump into the one and she does not like bald heads?... what would mila say?...

yes, i am taking the whole thing as the trauma it is... or is that sarcasm...

narf :)