missing chocolate

i used to eat a lot more chocolate than i do now... we used to live near a circle k open 24 hours just across from our community (two minute drive, five minute walk) that had just the right kind of chocolates at a reasonable price for my sudden anytime cravings... now the nearest place is a 7-11 that is a bit farther away with two lights betweem here and there (so it can take fifteen minutes) and theie prices are higher and they do not have most of the things i want (partly because it is a small 7-11 and they only carry 7-11 brand snacks and they are cheap tasting and other brands are much higher priced)... it's also cuz i don't go shopping as often cuz i don't want to spend money and i don't go to work every day so i don't stop for a snack on the way home... in some ways, that's better for this body and definitely better for the wallet... and i have more fun with friends in this area than i did in the old neighborhood and save money on gas, but miss chocolate and cream filled cakes...

i am making an effort to drop weight though (half-hearted as it is... i am being much lazier than i need to be, blah blah blah, i'm too tired at the moment for beating myself up to have any effect and i don't just beat myself up for the hell of it, so nevermine, aye?), so there is that obstacle for the chocolate lover to deal with too...

chocolate isn't the only thing i miss, but that's another entry, aye?...

narf :)