looking for momma

that's what he does when she doesn't come home... he forces himself to stay awake at the door or when he lays on his living room bed, he keeps picking his head up to look at the front door whenever a noise gets through (deep vibrations like a truck or car nearby) or when lights pass outside, he lifts his head and stares at the door, looking for momma... and he doesn't want to come in from his walks, especially after dinner, because every car that passes must be momma, right?... alas, he misses his momma...

and his itching is peaking, so staying awake is not what he needs to do cuz it just makes him itchier... anxiety waiting, looking for momma... he's opened up a wound on his rump and i've had to put his cone on once tonight after he went into jackson's room and started biting at it... i closed her door and will sleep out in the living room with him (luckily i am still not working)... hopefully he will not do further damage tonight...

poor old baby, achy and itchy and looking for momma...