candoor

candoor has been online for more than a decade and there are tens of thousands of blog entries, comments, conversations, profiles, creative play, pointless pondering, possibly profound possibilities, and assorted jibberish (at least) on many hundreds of sites, perhaps thousands of different pages all over the web... there is so much to know about candoor that, the fact is, candoor is likely much much easier to know that i am, and i am the writer who created the candoor persona... but then, that is how it is when creating a character, especially when creating a character online, especially when creating a character without actually meaning to create a character, but rather, creating a character, a persona simply by writing under a specific name... over the years, i've written under dozens of names, at least... so many names that i would not remember them all... but candoor has the most words, the sheer volume gives candoor more personality and definition than any other... there is candora and funda and anonanonanon and childinside and sysquash and newsbee and webbot and sharetruth and many others... so who is candoor?...

and just as i might have pondered the answer to that question, i left the computer cuz there is just blank space after that last line... unless, of course, that is the answer... candoor is blank space?... oh well, and here i though i was heading for some profound personal revelations or any least some poignant creative character studies... you just never know what will happen as an entry develops, ya know?... we are not supposed to be laughing, right?... i mean, to suggest candoor is nothing?... oh, my feeling are so hurt now, pout pout...

meanwhile, as if this entry really mattered and the semi-fictitious auto-biography of the online persona conveniently known as candoor was vital information for the nsa, fbi, cia, interpol, or some such supposedly important serious organization (or maybe just important to you, dear readers, cuz you matter more than those paranoid suits ever will), i ponder the possibility of continuing the query posed in this entry at some other time... with humble apologies if this entries just feels like another tease from the always leave them wanting more school of blogging, i shall pause and reflect, or maybe just pause since reflection seems to be yet another subject or activity i am not completely lately... life is like that, sometimes, lots of loose ends...

maybe i'll weave a tapestry one of these nights, aye?...

narf :)