what snacks?

doritos nacho cheese and cape cod kettle aged cheddar and sour cream chips, how did those get on the table next to me?... yes, i am not doing well in the cutting out all high calorie snacks and continuing to increase daily exercise... in fact, it's been a few days since i took a walk... and sleep has been quite broken... i haven't even been standing as much the last few days... so what's the story fool?... will this confrontation be enough to get the body and mind back on track?... why am i not going out right now?... because i have not been sleeping?... because i have slipped into the old loop of excuses? (my right heel hurts, really... and i have only gotten four hours sleep a night for the past three nights, if that much... and nobody cares around here anyway... yeah, excuses, i've got a million of them)... i ignored myself when i told myself to shut up...

did i mention i ate chocolate?... a couple of pieces left over from my birthday chocolate bar that jackson bought me... more than two months they sat next to me on the makeshift desk in the living room... and some pineapple... pistachios, where did i put my pistachios... yes, harpo started this, it's all harpo's fault...

narfaloney :}