wondering what i am doing half the time, watching tv and sort of napping and waiting for jackson to get home and waiting to eat dinner and am i writing an entry for myself or for happiness... yes, this is the way of my mind, i channel... and since the only being around me most of the time is happiness i am channel his thoughts and feeling and experiences... all in my mind?... just illusion?... imagination?... maybe... but it's as real as i am, for me...
as for me, i could head to the pool or take a walk or see if harpo is awake (he works from home, sort of, and sets his own schedule), but i am vegetating mostly... sometimes though, if only for posterity and being real and my own sanity and maybe, the one the long slow days need to be recorded too...
as if it matters...
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