disaster

a dozen entries being typed in notepad were lost... at least... at least a dozen, that is... cleverness and insight and loving laughter and self-mockery and silliness and seriousness and now, i feel like a funeral...

it was a blue screen of death... i am not absolutely sure what caused it, but repeated error messages from dvdsoft free studio, a program i use to download video and audio from the web and convert it to playable files on my computer occurred just before the blue screen shut down and reboot...

not bad enough, i lost a whole email i was in the middle of writing... an email that had been going on for four days (cuz distraction kept pulling me away from the computer... perhaps you noticed i was missing even from this daily blog)... losing words is like losing my mind... it sucks...

barf...