floaty

sleep that is... softball too... i forgot there was no softball tonight because it is a holiday weekend and when i remembered earlier today i seem to have lost interest in sleep, which isn't the best thing to do when trying to get the body regenerating so i don't think i am going out tonight cuz i'd likely munch on snacks or something off my plan for this week and wednesday was enough and then i'd be too tired to walk/jog tonight so i will let myself fall asleep and wake early... been playing ruzzle and sort of watching tv most of the day... i can barely focus at the moment... guess i feel like feeling lonely and tired tonight... it's a process, this separating from people... and the way back to me is separating (harpo called and said he wanted to take me to a big buffet... sure, now that i've decided to restrict food intake, sheesh... where was he the past year when i've been mentioning i want to go there? lol... ah yes, my will power said no, yay)...

so i did not sleep earlier, but now, maybe... hope you are focused on taking care of you too... and hopefully there are not too many typos in this entry cuz i am not focusing my eyes enough to look at the words just now... yeah, feeling floaty, yeah...

narfelleto :)