falling asleep

yup, another saturday night and i decided to skip the parties going on in several places all day and at the moment cuz i am focused on strictly avoiding party foods and human influences this week and i also partied myself the past two days and have not slept and blah blah blah blah blah and i find myself falling asleep on and off during the nba games (cuz they are so skewed by the referee bias and/or incompetence or both) and the head is empty, uninviting, absent of creativity or inspiration, so focused on changing physical habits that the tension can be cut with a knife... not aided by lack of sleep, i shall let myself sleep as much as possible, but even sleep is waffly... the body is going through some painful changes and it takes a lot of energy and concentration to maintain life signs... or something like that...

nite nite :)