don't stop believing

no real clue why i am hearing the song, but the energy is good today and the music in my head is happy... even though i skipped the speed walk (yes, i figured it was accurate to call a 5mph walk a speed walk... even the internet says so, not just the internet, but wikipedia, which must make it true... i suppose i ought to read up on it to avoid injury and know the best ways and equipment and so on, but anyway, until i start jogging again, i speed walk... it seems less pretentious than power walk, ya know?) this morning, i have been on my feet the entire day )that's six hours to far) and walking from the kitchen to here to outside and back over and over (like every ten minutes) so i am not being lazy, just trying to give the back some rest... the standing is putting a stain on the back, but the back is much better than yesterday and the day before and i intend to walk tomorrow morning so right on right on and i ought to body think this...

food was delicious and now there's a few health meals in the fridge that were not there when i woke up and that gives me more variety and a better chance of eating light the rest of the week... happiness is still staring, pouting over the food (dry only) in his bowl... i guess jackson has decided to change his diet without telling me... or else she's just spending her money on other stuff... rent is due this week and i've spent way way way more this month than last month or the month before (january and february were expensive cuz of the move and moving in costs i covered completely)... last year i was buying him food but i just have to draw a line this year... this month i've been buying human food, but except for the fresher foods i bought for myself and for jackson and the lunch foods i bought for her, the majority of the food will last a couple of months... lots of pasta, ya know... no spending for the next few weeks at least and enough thought energy wasted on money... back to taking care of the happiness (me and the dog)...

you know, if loving me is wrong, i don't wanna be right, so i'm loving me today...

narf :)