chasing dreams

or dreaming of chasing memories that never happened... morgan?... morgana?... in the dream someone, maybe even jackson, was telling me i was sleeping with someone once upon a time named morgan or morgana or something like that name and i had no recollection at all... she was too bust to remember more and i was sort of semi-frantic as i had no memory... there was something about meeting her during a course at school (but i've not gone to school since knowing jackson) in an applied something course... applied mathematics, science, psychology?... some sort of lab, she said... still triggered no memories... she also said we came back here (which is definitely not real)... and when i probed for more she said it ended because of something dark in or about me or my past... and i did not want to wake up, i wanted to stay asleep and find out more, listen more, ask more questions, remember more, dream more...

but it didn't matter... happiness needed to go out... i woke and the day begins...

good morning? lol lam narf :}