the jog to the office to drop off the rent, that is... since the rain stopped... and just a bit of palpitations from the jog there and back... yes, they felt like palpitations... been feeling that sort of feeling since i was a teenager though... so should i fear the heart attack (or stroke) and should that keep me from pushing the body too far?... is that grumbling under the avoidance of returning to regular exercise, especially without health insurance or income or complete medical check up... i wonder if i would be as concerned if jackson was not depending on me... i suppose she would be able to find a place to live if i died, but it would not be good for her emotionally... and i don't have a will, either... i wish i found a friend who wanted to share moving the storage stuff down here and unpacking it and selling it... that's a long term ebay type project though, but it could be income... i suppose i should just do it and stop waiting... and make out a will too... sheeesh, why so serious...
life in this modern world gets so complicated sometimes...
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