suddenly, a party

so i get this text from jane about a pasta carb-loading party she is throwing tonight for her running club and i am heading over in a few... something like 20 people from her club are running in the disney marathon sunday and almost as many are running in the half marathon tomorrow and some are running in both... an insanity i so would do if i was not destructively insane the last few years... i mean, if i had not let this body deteriorate... perhaps i will find some motivation to choose life tonight...

there's always hope :}