am i really as clever as i think i am?... are the words amusing?... enticing?... irresistible?... ever?... sometimes?... once in a while?... never more than dull repetitive blah blah blah?... oh dear, i hope not the latter... and while ego and heart (yes my heart, maria, yes my heart) would love it if the words were always meaningful and irresistible and almost often amusing and clever, i hope that they might be at least sometimes... i mean, not just silly craig ferguson flirty, but brilliant and meaningful compassion and passion that, through the honesty of heart and expression of love and hope, touches (melts?) your heart and inspires you to like me, ya know, like really like me (thank you sally fields)...
someone, at least one someone, is the one who will find my playful banter so seduction, so meaningful, so connected with her own mind and heart and sense of humor that these words, these words that may be silly and meaningless and even flat out stupid to some if not all others, will bring us together to live happily ever after...
and that is why i write so much, ya see...
there's always hope :)
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