some writing, some pain

yeah, i posted some public writing in my meaningless complaints blog and in my body thoughts blog if you have time and interest... i am movingthe arm as little as possible and am 95% sure that i will not be swinging the bat today either, so this will be the first game i miss since returning from the broken ankle... i will resist depression and dying...

oh stop laughing, the drama queen act helps balance the foibles and challenges of this life... hopefully you don't worry yourself sick over the drama, but on the other hand, hopefully you don't brush off the challenges (and traumas and pains) that are very real and inspire the drama... sigh, it's a way to a healthy outcome even if nobody understands (but it's much lonelier if nobody does, ya know?)...

narf :}